When Depression comes along, I
devour every drop and savor every
moment, it leaves me like a disease,
the rush fills me and I live.
When Pain comes along, I welcome
it like and old friend and accept
it's embace and we dance, then in
tears, it departs and I live again.
When Love comes along, I push on
it from every side, I fight it with
tooth and nail, I slip and fall
and lose to love, then love leaves
me, why did it leave, where did
it go?....
come back love.....
depression......
pain.......
I keep on flying higher
into a pit I must descend,
I feel I will never tire
and this pit will never end,
I fear I'd find myself in the pit,
a self I should never see
and if I see myself in that pit,
that self I would surely be.
the sun bleached bone in green
grass so high is never seen
the like of such an ugly sight
of the sun bleached bone white
no light or shine can reflect
the dropping amount of respect
that humanity has shown
we can't leave well enough alone
and the bone will be found
and be taken round and round
seen the world day by day
continuously put on display
I am but biological tissue,
while she has a soul
Until I see the light of day,
I can not tell her I love her
She will mold my will,
and teach me what she knows
And then one day, after many years
I will leave her
She will be sad
for awhile,
but understand it as growth
For it is nature's way to be free,
she freed me into her possession
It is her way to give,
she freed me into the world
The visions of your beauty circle
infinitely through my mind
Modesty and goodwill in a soul
are often hard to find
You do not notice your beauty, though
it is plain for me to see
You do not know the effect your
beauty has on me
to set a permanent smile apon
your face would be a dream
sought after
High ambitions of holding your
hand and basking in your laughter
Current Residence: This Dimension (height,width,depth,time)in Ohio hehe Favourite genre of music: all kinds of kinds that kinda remind..ahh...never mind Favourite photographer: Police Mugshot-ographer Favourite style of art: Doodle Operating System: a human heart/brain co-op Shell of choice: .45 Wallpaper of choice: thin Skin of choice: young, lots smoother than old Favourite cartoon character: Invader Zim or Brak, Personal Quote: if at first you dont succeed, keep suckin till you do succeed!
Favourite Visual Artist
Mike Mignola :)
Favourite Movies
Donnie Darko,The Big Labowsi, The Matrix, Braveheart, Payback, The Fifth Element
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Tool
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allen Poe, H.P.Hogan, Allen Moore, Frank Herbert